I will be going camping this weekend, so I won't be able to get as much done on my story as I was hoping. Maybe Sunday afternoon/night I will get the next chapter done. I know it is knocking around in my head wanting to get out.

This last week has been a good one here in the blog world. I have been exploring various blogs and have met some great people, adult and young, mostly gay, bi, questioning, or like me trysexual (try just about anything to get your rocks off). It has been great seeing them through their own eyes. A lot of writers and potential writers. Go figure finding that in a community of bloggers.

Anyway if you are reading this, and I see I have two followers now (sweet!), then have a great weekend.

-- Jack

I decided it was time to use this blog for a big part of what it was intended for. A launching pad for my writing. A place for me to discuss, my writing, get ideas, listen to friends, and to use those things to do what I like, which is write. I didn't say the stories will be good, but that I liked to write them. I will leave how good they are up to you, my audience.

I just started a story tonight, it is a rough first draft that I have not proofed yet, but it flowed nicely and shouldn't be too bad.

I would classify it as a young friends, new love story. A general plot is based on my childhood, but is embellished to the extreme. Names were changed and experiences were not as how should I put it, nearly as graphic. The first chapter is pretty tame, but the it has the potential to heat up. It's not that I want this story to be pornographic. It is meant as a stand up story, but I do enjoy getting graphic and will not hold back if my imagination leads me that way. So be warned in future chapters there may be...... shhhhhh sex.

You can find "Summer of 1982" in the right column under stories, or follow this link Summer of 1982

Enjoy and come back here and let me know what you think.

That's what I'm gonna dooooo....

So here I am with this blog and the reason for it is to help break up my writers block by writing. lol

I wanted to spend a little more time letting any interested know more about me and what I hope to accomplish with this blog. First of all I don't consider myself old in the least, but many who may travel through here may think so. I am in my early 40's, but I never think of myself as that old, and I definitely do not write like I am that old.

The stories I write are about gay, or bi young men, teens, twinks, boys and their interactions with the lives I dream up in my head. I have a vivid imagination that can make a male with homosexual leanings hard and horny, including myself. I write for others enjoyment as well as my own. The genre I write in is definitely gay, but branches out into many sub genres. I write what I like to read and that includes young gay, high school friends, and yes even adult-youth fantasy. I don't like to read or write bondage, bestiality, skat or water games. Some may not care for what I write and think me a perv. Well I guess I am somewhat of a perv, but a perv in my mind and not in my actions. What that means is all holds are barred when it comes to my imagination, but I will not act on them. Now this is my blog, and it will contain my thoughts, which may be perverted, sick shit to some. I welcome you to the gutter I call my mind. If you don't like it please leave.

I am a voracious reader and have read MANY things in books and online. Here I will generally stick to the homosexual theme, but I have read a lot more. I like to troll blogs, not to stalk, but to view and share thoughts with males. I do not have an age restriction and if you are posting online you shouldn't either.

Some may ask my orientation and I will tell you here that my orientation is sexual. In real life and in my interactions in the real world I am straight, but that just is not an accurate representation of what I really am. I am what I have jokingly called trisexual (I'll try anything). This is a very true and honest representation of my orientation, so please allow me to be me without judgment or attempts to change me and I will do the same for you.

You may notice I spoke of my orientation and it is just that. It is not me I am me and my actions define me not my sexual orientation. It is a pitfall I see with many people, especially young people, not to single young people out, but it tends to be where I notice it more. In introductions and descriptions of themselves the wording goes. I am J and I am gay, or bi, or straight. Then they go on to describe themselves. A person is a person and sexual orientation is only one part of the whole, not the whole.

Hi I am Jack and I am a nice guy that is friendly and helpful. I will be there to listen and help. I also write, read, and ramble. Pleased to meet you!

I write stuff that leans, and sometimes downright falls, on the gay side, so if this isn’t your game then leave! If it is sit back and enjoy my ramblings as I to sort out stories and generally vomit what sick shit forms in my depraved mind.

I started this blog as a place to gather my thoughts for stories and new ideas. This is also my false front, my dirty little internet life that is so far removed from my real life. I wont post about the real me. I will post about the imaginative me.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s not as if I am living in a lie that burdens my soul. It is more like I am living two lives. One in real life with family, a job, hobbies, and desires; and another online with my deepest thoughts and fantasies. The online one is more free in that the anonymity the internet affords allows me to express my very non-mainstream ideas and fantasies.

On a side note I am not challenging anyone to break my bubble of anonymity, but I am challenging you to break the bonds that bind you in real life and join me in the life of imagination and fantasy. Escape for a short time into a world you create or that I and others create just for a short time. Recharge your batteries and go back to your real life refreshed.

– Jack